holy frick such a long time since i used LJ. hmm lets see...
well my birthday is coming up; pretty cool :)
still with jacky, things are the same in that department.
out of work currently! dedicated my time to being in the drama production & preparing for competition with show choir.
planning what i'm going to do in university...
creative arts therapist is where i am headed! psychology is important...
umm...
things with my mom are kinda rocky, but that is the usual as well...
not too much else to report.
ciao friends!

it all happend so quickly.
it's so wonderful to have you back in my life.
i love you.

first love never dies.

-conjuu

ahoy! long time no post (as usual)
keeping up appearances and shit! LOL
new things in life... new relationship (carter..<3), still workin' at eb. lots of conventioning; lots of friends! i miss ya'll already (vancouver was fun!)
umm...yeah! school is starting again soon so i'm pretty excited about that. woot woot.
i dunno... umm!
open for questions and shit? hahaha i use facebook now!
add me on facebook
Stephanie Foran
peace~

i don't usually like to broadcast my feelings out here like this, but here it goes.

i am lost now. lost from love. i was in love, once. it was beautiful, strong, and powerful. that sort of power left me with a true, deep happiness. when it was ripped from me, it took a large chunk of my heart with it. the chunk of my heart that was capable of love.

now i am lost again, flirting and seeing where life will take me. meeting all sorts of new people, new types and new styles. for now this is where my life is, and i know i won't always be here. i want my wounds to heal, and i want my heart to be the way it used to be. strong and willing to give all it can... i did that, and it left me in a horrible place at the end. i am still afraid.

those of you who think i have it all, who think i am happy and popular, please realize that inside i am sad and lost, just like everyone else is.

slowly i am rebuilding myself into the me that i have always wanted to be; and while i am at it, i am enjoying having so many new people in my life to touch me, and to expose me to new emotions and experiences. my new friends are golden friends, and i hope to never lose you; you've been with me at my weakest.

so while my heart is healing, i am lost. i am exploring... and don't try to run in and "save me"; healing and growing as a person is something i need to do on my own. to the one who had my heart, thank you for giving me the happiness that only true love can offer, and thank you for being a best friend, and a wonderful lover. thank you for the gift of memories, thank you for the gift of new experiences... thank you for the gift of love. i hope you remember me as a good thing.

when i am healed, i will be waiting for love again.


the greatest love of all must be the love for yourself.

this is the only time i have shared my feelings this way in a long, long time. i hope you will respect it all... my friends!

love, love, love, love love love! makes the world go 'round. right?

 yo i hardly post here.. but i assure you, my life is going on!
job at EB, very good.. fun times there.
converted to buddhist recently, also trying my hand at becoming vegetarian.
a lot of happenings in the relationship department, though none of which i am proud of or would like to share LOL
and um. yeah thats about it!

-conjuu

yay for steph
interview at EB tomorrow.
yey~~~~~~


-conjuu

i haven't posted in here in so long.. i feel like i an neglecting my life by not recording it! LOL!
otafest was a blast - so much work, and i loved every second of it. i really want to thank all of my friends on the exec team for being awesome people. you guys kick ASS! and i don't think i will ever be the same now that we've become closer.
school is driving me a little bit nuts, i don't know what the fuck i am doing! aiyah...

relationships are driving me loopy too..what the hell am i doing?

anyway..um! i miss you guys.. i also have anew cell phone number

1 403 466 1125

peace everyone!

-conjuu

do this ya'll!

Ask me a question about each of the following:
1. Friends
2. Sex
3. Music
4. Drugs
5. Love
6. Livejournal
No matter how rude, sexual, or confidential.

peace!

-conjuu

peace out!

-conjuu

can't think of a witty comment, or just don't have anything to say?

idea!

just copy one or two of the lines from the video! that's great! because no body else has watched the video, and the joke is just way more funny coming from you.

-conjuu

every day is the worst day of my life.
-conjuu

when you turn into a bird and fly away from me
i will turn into a tree
and wait for you to come home

-conjuu

happy one year to myself and jacky.
too bad it's our last.
goodbye, honeybee.
i'm sorry it all had to end.
i love you, and i always will...
we'll see what the future holds.

-stephanie.

i have a crazy lady as a neighbour. she comes over a lot and rings my doorbell. i go to the door and she starts asking me about a mexican realtor... my cat comes up behind me and she tries to take her.
what the.

-conjuu

its my birthday today!!
and all is well in my life... for now. LOL.

yay!

-conjuu

Reply to this post, and I'll tell you one reason why I like you. Then put this in your own journal, and spread the love.

weee!!

conjuu is employed yo. i work at laura secord in southcentre mall. woo~
thats about all.

-conjuu

i have the best holiday of my life.
happy new year everyone...



i think i am in heaven... but if home is where the heart is.. why am i back in calgary?

-conjuu

i am sick as a dog! i better kick this cold before my christmas concerts.

screw you -40 degree weather! screw you frost bite!

-conjuu